lips kissing its so divine, I think I am losing my mind :)

the door opens and she enters, i have been told she is the princess of Berlin, oh my the beauty …. I am drunk without a drop of wine.. whatever is happening i dont know its just divine :) my heart is racing, my brain is shut… reality don’t mean nothing.. its absolute passion.. i take her upto the gallery on a cosy sofa, and we kiss, my lips have not tasted this, the feeling i dont know about, her arms around me, she can’t let go .. i can’t let go.. the time passes .. we don’t know such a thing as time .. they close place the place down.. lips kissing its so divine , its so spirtual i wonder what finding God would be like.. feels like i have found it, we goto another place, its a thai club.. we order some drinks …lips kissing I’m losing my mind, don’t know about reality, don’t know about dreams.. this is something else.. oh my lips kissing heaven’s are giving me sign.. she is so beautiful.. I’ cant describe it.. to define it would be a folly … we are lost in the moment.. its like the gates of heaven are open ..we are dancing around, like two kids who have just found each other :) i thank thee for  this moment.. it defines me.. it makes me and its so much as so destroys me.. I can’t let go.. lips kissing its so divine, I’m losing my mind..

and then the sadness  comes and we depart to our own destinations.. whats with that,
we are both scared.. i can feel it, the fire is burning a we are looking for water. whats with that
she says we live in two different worlds.. its impossible.. whats with that

i go in deep sorrow.. sitting in an  arabic cafe having sheesha, eating food..
nothing taste the same.. the salt is missing.. the juice is gone,
i lookup and the sky is black, the devils are smiling, some scheme they have planned ,
should i let go.. should she let go.. we don’t know.. Whats with that.

===to be continued.. cause its ain’t over.. you know why cause we are not dead..
so their is time for love.. haha… their time for passion.. lips kissing its so divine..

2009
09/13
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impregnable i don’t want to be, sometimes when are you broken you come into something better.

her smile is like the oldest bottle of merlot that i cannot drink, yet I am still drunk :)

Every dream is another possibility :)
smiling like I am happy.. Its ok if God takes me, but not yet.. this is just the beginning.. another adventure to take on, another bridge to jump from:)

2009
08/25
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A nation of champions we must become..

its funny most of the times as a nation how we think of ourselves as incapable of anything great, yet we surprised ourselves by becoming the world champions again.. we got to keep believing, cricket or progress we have always got what it takes.. a nation of champions we must now become :) Pakistan Zinadabad hell ya.

2009
06/21
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My brain is waiting to have an intellectual conversation with myself, and I am really bored.

yeah   I am bored again, i know this keeps happening once every year or so… where is the challenge or the lust and passion i used to have for life, its like iam sitting in a bunker and i dont even know it, i should get out and  fight for my life or should i wait for the bomb to hit me and then i am gone.. these are the ideas running through my head these days.

1. A dysfunctional society and the conquest of nothing.
2. Why are we so afraid to love and be loved.
3. The depleting family culture and the rise of social networking.
4. Evolution .. is it good to love change that much that nothing remains constant.
5. My true potential and the lack of it.
6. God and his genius plan to keep us occupied.
7. The happiness of nothing.

and many more..

2009
06/15
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My wonderful dream, please don’t wake me up…

this isn’t real, couldn’t be its so impossible, this feeling i have so surreal, i feel like a kid again, jumping in the sky, floating in the lake of happiness, eyes closed, heart softened .. she is so beautiful, oh my I cant stop looking… is this beginning of my reincarnation or just a dream… whatever it is please don’t wake me up.. lips touching, such an embrace..my hands touching her face..what his this phase… please don’t wake me up..

2008
10/27
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The end of reason

Questions without answers , actions without consequences, dreams without reality no such thing. I am sitting here empty mind, soulless body, broken heart what to do, the adventure does not sound inspiring anymore, what journey what passage what the hell, cant see whats missing, it’s the height of my degradation, melting skin, powdered bones so cold inside the blood is turning ice, she is not coming to my rescue, no where to be seen, the sea is angry, my boat is about to flip, don’t know how to swim what to do, Aint it fun when u know u gona die young.

2008
09/08
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Its over, cause I said so.

I don’t want you, don’t like, don’t need you, no desire no passion no love, nothing  left to give, nothing left to share, this blood you see honey is white,  these arms don’t want to hug you anymore, these lips want nothing to do with you, this smile is fake You know why cause I said so, I don’t  want cause I said so, Its over cause i said so….

2008
06/17
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I’m lost but I’m not missing…

can’t find it, but I’m still looking, love is something thats really missing, don’t know what to do with this situation, rising emotions, painful nights, blood turning blue, eyes going numb, all my own creation. I think I’m lost but I’m not really missing, something says she is reminiscing.

2008
06/17
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Where she isn’t laughing

Another world another life, where she isn’t laughing, another body another soul, that I am swapping,To get out of here…….. its not funny dear its my life, love me or not please don’t bite. Are you really going to listen, are you really going to read, what is that special thing, that you just need. The pain is real, the blood is depleting, the body is blue, the heart is vacant…. another world another life, where she isn’t laughing.

2008
05/21
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The insignificant me, the magnificent you.

This misery is so delicious, its eating me up inside, so much spice u have put in, my blood is running dry. Why do you just stand there, why can’t you come inside. Look around dear its just me, look around dear its only you, the soul is wounded but i can still put up a smile, the heart is destroyed, why can’t you take a sigh. The insignificant me, the magnificent you, some times i wonder if its a lie.

2008
05/21
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